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8081: Re: 8070: Dorce replies to Darian Arky (fwd)
From: LAKAT47@aol.com
In a message dated 05/27/2001 12:23:26 AM Pacific Daylight Time, Darian and
Veronika <bezdomovci@earthlink.net>writes:
<< This will be the first time in my life that I have lived somewhere where
the color of
my skin will mark me as an outsider. I suppose I might have done myself
more credit had I been honest enough to acknowledge that my insecurity stems
as much from that realization as from any musings about criminal psychology.
Though I've spent 15 years away from the United States, I suddenly feel that
the skills and experiences that have enabled me to be less of a stranger in
a strange lands will not do much to compensate for my fundamental
foreignness in Haiti. Returning to the context of crime, it is often said
that the best way to avoid becoming a victim in a life-threatening situation
is to "humanize" yourself in the mind of your would-be assailant. How could
I possibly hope to do that in a country where everything that I am
represents the very essence of what many Haitians might very well consider
to be primarily responsible for their own dehumanization? I don't plan to
become preoccupied by these concerns, but I feel it's healthy to examine
them. >>
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It is good you reexamined your fears and owned up to the fear of being
considered a minority by way of skin color. It is a humbling experience for
a white man especially, I am sure. You will be happy to know that you are
not seen as the enemy in Haiti despite your foreignness and the color of your
skin. For some strange reason, most Haitians like Americans. If you are
nice and not aloof and arrogant, you will be taken at face value. More than
whites do for blacks in this country. The sad truth is, whites are not
considered to be responsible for the majority Haitian's
dehumanization......their own countrymen, do that all by themselves. The
elite class, with whom you are most likely to socialize, are the culprits.
If you are friendly with majority class Haitians, you will be looked on with
derision by wealthy Haitians. If you immerse yourself in Haitian culture you
will be welcomed with open arms by poorer Haitians. If you stay in
Petionville with the other embassy staff and wives, you will get along with
the Francophiles but never know what Haiti is all about. Unfortunately, it
is rare that embassy staff get involved with the people (I mean "the
people"). They usually stick to themselves or hobnob with the ruling class.
A little background on the person giving you such a rough time (I am less
than charmed with my country's government at this time). I am white, a
native Californian, married to a Haitian whom I met in Haiti. I have been
going to Haiti since 1979. I used to go by myself and many times I found
myself to be the only white person on the street. I have been out alone, in
downtown Port-au-Prince late at night with not a care in the world. As a
woman, I wouldn't do this in a major city in the US. I have always been
treated very warmly by everyone I have met. I might have been a curiosity
but always with a smile. I know things are different now, and the United
States is not the benign Uncle Sam of yesteryear so there may be animosity
(and rightly so!) toward those representing the government. Nonetheless I
wish you the best and I hope your time in Haiti is an eye-opener. If you're
open to it, it can change you forever...;).
Warning: if you do fall in love with the real Haiti, you will be at odds with
your government...;)
Kathy Dorce~